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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #17

June 19, 1999

1. Opening Words - Alexander Aldarow
2. The Competition - Alexander Aldarow
3. Project Y Updates - Alexander Aldarow
4. Prometheus Elucidation, from Our Field Reporter - Erik S.
5. Responses to the Previous Issue: Tiamat, James Wolff - Today's Mail
6. Healing via The Subconscious - Knut Alten
7. A Message of Good News - Elijah
8. Again, another aspect of August eclipse - P3N
9. Closing Words

Opening Words    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

I'm back!! Ladies and gentlemen, dear friends, colleagues and readers, this is Aldarow, once again, broadcasting from the Holy Land, after successfully finishing my spiritual hibernation. As many of you already know, my comeback was gradual: I was (the secret is revealed!) the mysterious watcher that appeared in several issues; I took part in recent chats, and answered some of the special letters; in my absence, Rinor did a great job running our e-zine, but I was the one making the final editing.
During my time off I succeeded to close certain personal circles, and more important than that - I have finally found the meaning, the purpose. This newsletter is a part of it.
All in all, last weeks were very peaceful and tranquil for me... until I got the following short message from a Chosen One:
"I also warn that an Old One has escaped its prison, and has been killing children. The other Chosen are trying to monitor the situation."
Yes, these are the proverbial BAD NEWS. Immediately some of our global group began to investigate the occurrence. Rinor went into the trance, when we visited the Dune on last week's Friday, but the messages he received from his Inspector were inconclusive and elusive, something like "it is not your business, there is nothing you can do about it". On the IRC chat that night Balor supposed it could be, as Lovecraftian mythology suggests, Nyarlathothep, Their faceless messenger. Elijah's meditation produced also the following: "Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea, for the devil is come down to you, having great wrath, because he knows he has but a short time."
And there have been too many extreme cases of violence among children lately, especially in USA, and here, in Israel, teenagers being stabbed. And just last Saturday a man was shot (but not to death) almost near the door of my apartment! Maybe this event was meant for me, although I seriously doubt it. Disturbing dreams came to me a couple of days later.
Take a look at this image, xMarksTheSpot.gif ( I've dreamt of similar pattern, this time the lines were forming rectangular walls around an area somewhere in North-Western USA, perhaps around Idaho. What do you think it could mean?

The Competition    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

I would like to thank to many of our readers who have sent their articles and works during the last days. We now have enough material for another 1-2 editions, but that doesn't mean the flow has to stop, on the contrary, with your effort we can make the newsletter a weekly one. Some of the stories I've received will find their respectful place in Project (see the URL at the bottom).
And now it is time to take our magazine one more step higher. I declare a World Wide Competition, that will celebrate our 20th issue in a matter of several weeks. It is a competition for the best article presented in the newsletter so far. Vote for your favorite article, and enter a draw, the winner of which shall receive a prize, mailed directly to your house, courtesy of Aldarow and Rinor, the main editors of Project X Newsletter. You do not have to be over 18 years old, or more than three reincarnations old ( :-) ) to participate. Just e-mail a short note to Aldarow, stating the name, by which you wish to be recognized, your e-mail address, and the number, representing your choice. I know that many of you would prefer to remain anonymous while on-line, but the e-mail addresses are necessity, if you really wish to be the one who eventually gets the prize. All the votes and the addresses will remain discreet.
Remember - this competition is exclusive for Project X subscribers, it is our way to say, "Thank you for reading us." Here are the nominees for the best esoteric article of 1998-1999:
1) "Elijah: Revelation", 7th issue;
2) "Doug Lewis: Brain Wave Diary, Questions and Answers", 12th issue;
3) "Messages from the Original Six", 15th issue;
4) "Gwen: Merkaba", 12th issue;
5) "Rinor: Hypnotic Gate", 6th issue;
6) "An introduction to Wicca, courtesy of Tiamat", 15th issue;
7) "Aldarow: The Experience", 7th issue;
8) "Prometheus Elucidation", by Erik S, 17th issue.
To refresh you memory, go to the archive of the earlier issues at:
to see whom you are about to chose as a winner. Items copied from other sources were not included in The Competition.
The article that will accumulate the most votes will be reprinted in the 20th issue, and the winner of the World Wide competition will be announced. You can win your prize no matter which writer you gave your voice to.

Project Y Updates    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

This is probably the most beautiful experiences I ever read! See for yourself, and let the atmosphere of those stories enfold you. Here is a teaser from the newest addition to Project , Judith's Section:

...The first night at my new campsite was quite. In dream I saw a circle, hand holding hand, with blue light spreading around the circle through our bodies, into our hands and passing continually around the circle. Then, as I broke the circle it closed behind me. I stepped into the center. Like the spokes of a wheel the energy came into the center, into me and like a transformer I sent it up into the sky and down into the earth. I woke breathless, like I had been hit by something huge...

Also, we have updated to most veteran Section, Tiamat's, with her recent dream visions. Your feedback on those will be welcomed.
Remember - there is always space for you to join Project Y. The URL is given at the bottom of the newsletter.

Prometheus Elucidation, from Our Field Reporter    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Erik S.    (all articles by this author)

Some say that what exists in this plane is all there is and that when its over its over, unfortunately such comments only help to further the concerns of the gross material and ignore the spiritual and surreal. In this life I have had to wage war from both without as well as within (and am still doing so to this day). Some upon my attempts to discuss such internal things have told me to go to hell out of fear that they in turn will have to deal with their fears and illusions, I can only respond with "I've been there, don't like it". The path I walked for a number of years indeed was the path of darkness and chaos; fortunately, I awoke from such a nightmare and realized that the war we wage is war we will have to fight till the end of time and existence itself or upon the attainment of true enlightenment.

The essential observation I have made is that we are equal to all that be around us and within us, and that it is up to to each individual to ask themselves the five W's or more in depth the purpose as to their presence in this reality; and by working towards the right knowledge and right action others will see our efforts aren't in vain, eventually raising such questions in their minds causing an eventual raise in conciseness to a level above the necessity of role playing (intimidator, interrogator, aloof, poor me) with whom we may meet and associate with. The defining object of such analysis to the best of my understanding at this point is the removal of the materialistic ego and substitute it for that of the spiritual, which in effect you combine all facets of the self into one and reach a level of inner self awareness which must simply be experienced to have any real comprehension of what it is like, as attempting to describe it would be like trying to describe the love felt for a soul-mate with one who has never loved.

An experience I had while living on Vancouver Island I find helps best describe that which relatively remains unknown to most, in that we are capable of a higher calling in life should we choose to answer. At that time I found out about a family members passing which had more of an effect on me than I realized as our last words had been in anger. While hitchhiking I was picked up by a solitary women and her two kids which upon first glances struck me as quite odd for the fact that hitchhiking had become increasing difficult, especially when being picked up by a women with two kids in the back. Anyway, during the ride we had discussed a number of topics which eventually got onto god (or the one being however you wish to identify where all began). It didn't strike me as unusual at the time, inevitably we discussed my family member passing on, and with her help or moreover god's help with her as his vassal it elevated the burden of the passing to the point of once she dropped me off in front of my place, I felt it necessary to forgive all and any trespasses in thought and prayer, which resulted in the feeling of a warm light encompassing me and a being beyond human consciousness and understanding having reached down and taken the burden from my shoulders with the only thing going though my mind was the saying "worry not for she be with me" (even today when I recall this experience the hair on my neck and arms stands straight up). My life since that experience has proven far more fruitful than most believe as I have gained back the things which I had so carelessly misused (things being self-respect, family and honor).

As more people discuss and contemplate near dearth experiences, reincarnation, telepathy, empathy and spiritualism, inevitably there will be those, who'll be able to utilize such capabilities. Some already do so in their dreams and both the consciousness and subconsciousness. The fact that seems to be assumed by the general populace is that one needs to be conditioned by esoteric Eastern or Western philosophies to have any sort of inner peace and certainly some basic instruction in meditation and breathing techniques provides an easier approach but in actuality most have but to merely to look within, dispel the fears and illusions your conscious minds create, thus freeing yourself to the higher level of energy available.

If I may be so bold, from all the books articles, newsletters and conversations I've had and read over the years one piece of literature I have found to be most helpful in this matter is a book entitled "Fire in the Heart" by Kyracos C. Markides to which I have included the following commentaries by the author:

"The only miracle there is" "is life itself ."
"There is really nothing metaphysical in the world. It is the limitation of our awareness that would classify certain phenomena or abilities as metaphysical".
"In fact our awareness about what nature is all about is grossly limited" The underlying message is don't bother we consider natural and real only in what is accessible to our ordinary sight, hearing, touch, taste and smell. We take it for granted that the evolution of human consciousness proceeded from the point of no consciousness to superstition and primitive magic. Then onto reason and logic. But there is no logical basis for assuming that the growth of the consciousness has reached its final home and destination in the mechanistic science of today."
"Our thought and feelings are energies that we project out into the environment."
"They are the elementals every human being incessantly creates."
"Elementals are the thought forms that can assume a variety of shapes and colors; an advanced mystic or clairvoyant can perceive them coming out of the subconscious of a person." " Its either positive or negative e.g.: A benign thought or feeling towards another person is an elemental charged with positive energy." "It is the nature of these elementals to live within what Daskalos and Kotas call the psychonetic dimensions of existence, influencing people who vibrate on the same frequency as these elementals in a subconscious way. They return to their source sooner or later. Therefore whatever elemental we project, good or evil returns back to us seven times stronger. This is the way Karma works."
Karma is the law of cause and effect, and in that whatever you cause an eventually effect will return unto you seven times stronger.

"Phenomenal reality is understandable reality. The cause behind all phenomena is reality itself and is beyond the comprehension of the ordinary consciousness"

Certainly these commentaries are but a means to a new beginning, and only with the strength of will and desire for change can one hope to become more than they are now to what they can be in the future.

May the light guide you to yourself.

The Virgoaian Hermit

Responses to the Previous Issue: Tiamat, James Wolff    (view on a separate page)
Author: Today's Mail    (all articles by this author)

-From Tiamat-

?To Merci:
I was very intrigued by the vision you described of war, and being in the trenches. I had a dream like that. Was there anything else you recall about the scenery, like, was there an old quaint house on one side of the trenches? If so, was it like an old rustic farmhouse type structure? Please let me know.

?To James Wolff:
Did I read that correctly? 352 different astral / etheric realms? How could one accurately tell if they have made conscious/subconscious contact with any of these realms? Every once in a while, I still have astral experiences, but haven't had anything lately. A few months ago, I used to get the worst feelings, as if something was manipulating me. I talked to a friend of mine who suggested it could be from something called the 'Creature' plane. I haven't had dealings with it for a while, nor would I wish to, ever again.
About your negs., the blonde one, did or does she have long curly blonde hair? If so, let me know and I will explain why I ask.

-From James Wolff-

?To Merci:
Hello (Bon jour),
How's it going? It's interesting you used the word Merci which as you know is French for thank you. My mother is French. I come from a line of Visionaries on my mother's side of the family. My mother, grandfather and grandmother survived the Nazi(s). My grandfather escaped a Nazi concentration camp and swam across a strong river to freedom. It's also interesting about the basement. I used to practice a type of meditation using a basement wall at night. One day after months of practice everything from my vision was a translucent white. That was the only color I saw. This lasted for about 15 to 20 minutes. I have done other thing, but due to the negs. ability to spy on me I don't tell everything I do. The negs. are worried about being discovered. Maybe they will grow up and be adults and spiritual. One of them is but the other remains a child like a child going through the terrible two(s), always throwing temper tantrums.
I play holoform CD(s) from Sourcebooks in Tenn.: Critter Clear, Cetecan Luminesence, Dolphin Radiance and Swept Clear 3. Jerry and the Lady are real friendly and do their best to take care of their customers. I don't advertise for businesses, but when I deal with people whether or not they have a business and are friendly, etc. I tell people. I have found through experience the best way to get to know friendly, reliable people is from experience. I also have a Harmonizer, Accu Coil and Spin Reverser. The Harmonizer, etc. are for turning the darkness into Light. The last I read the darkness is about 90% of the Light. I think if the Light is 90% or more and the darkness is 10% or less there will be less problems like war, etc.
I look forward to reading from you in the future, Merci.

Healing via The Subconscious    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Knut Alten    (all articles by this author)

"Go with the flow. If you don't follow your inner spirit, you will indeed get sick and take pills." Valerie's wisdom was as divine as her age. She volunteered her age as three score ten and twelve.
I was in a deep depression at the time, but I had some idea of what she meant - healing comes from the inside. Four years later, I got a clearer picture of my illness. It was caused by an internal conflict. By viewing my mind as consisting of four parts, I was able to make remarkable progress which even astounded even my doctor. The rational conscious, the emotional subconscious, the spiritual Self and the Source. Four completely different parts which needed to live in harmony with each other for a healthy life.
The subconscious was like a supercomputer which received IDEAS from the rational conscious and IDEALS from the spiritual Self. The IDEALS had to conform to the Universal Law legislated by the Source. If the IDEAS differed from the IDEALS, the subconscious would get confused, and this would cause an emotional conflict within. The disease would soon manifest itself as a disease in the physical body.
My rational mind had insisted on non-conforming IDEAS and this stubbornness had forced the subconscious confusion to the surface. That is how the depression became my healer. It made me take a good look at myself and my IDEALS, and it allowed me to be more intuitive in life. It put the world in a much healthier perspective, and I reached new spiritual heights. I had followed the wisdom of the old lady and gone with the divine flow of my inner energy. My nagging depression had turned into a feeling of inner peace.

Knut Alten, Australia

A Message of Good News    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Elijah    (all articles by this author)

These things write I to they who are to come, The ELECT, The remnant, The chosen from among men. You see, many are called but few are chosen. You are not called, you ARE chosen.
These things put I to word that you have, you should, you SHALL know. The time is at hand. Therefore say I these things to you. There will be the time of much troubles. After those days there will be a time of peace beyond thought. Which was not but from the beginning of days.
Sickness, disease and DEATH will NOT be. Fear, doubt and confusion will NOT be. When these conditions prevail (and they WILL), time will be NO MORE.
Man will live in peace beyond his present days. He will live in peace a thousand years taking with him his present form, only in light. Such as we as done by one man in particular. He awaits our arrival.
Therefore, let us be not mindful of these days but of those to come. Peace (of mind) I give to ALL.


The KINGDOM of HEAVEN IS, your delight, hear ye this at my hand. The time of refreshing SHALL come from the presence of the Lord. But first there shall be troubles of many days. Now hold fast that ye have that NO man take thy crown, and you may be counted worthy of thy REWARD. For BEHOLD: I come quickly and my REWARD is with me to give every man according as his works shall be. Therefore I stand at the door and knock, If any man hear my voice and open the door I will come into him and sup with him and he with ME. I AM the root and the offspring of David and the bright and morning star. Hear ye this...


You are in this density called matter and as such you are here to process thought. What if I do this or that, what will be the manifestation of my thoughts? You individuality and in mass create your own reality, as many already know.
Thought does NOT originate from you, you only tune in to THAT particular reality (thought) with which you NOW equate. YOU ARE MORE than that, much more. You CAN create ANY- THING your heart desires. THAT IS free will. When God, the creator or what ever other term or terms you wish to use created man HE "god" created him in peace and "love" ( unconditional acceptance of ). God endowed man with ALL his godly attributes and gave him FREE WILL. It may come as a surprise to some but God has NOT taken IT back, it IS, STILL yours.
That IS why these days have come. For man in these days will create the ultimate thought to experience. Man thinks THEN experiences his thoughts in the density called matter.
Therefore say I, take no thought by saying. Your reality is created by what you think in your heart, and that which comes out of the mouth. The very principal of God, God thought THEN said light BE, and it was manifest, and IT WAS SO. AS I have said these ARE, the last days. The days when man will create his last grand experience. In those days, and after those days, man will KNOW.
So say I again take no thought by SAYING, for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks. Therefore keep thy heart with ALL diligence, for out of IT (the heart) flows the forces or the issues of LIFE. Know ye therefore this, you WILL be accountable for EVERY idle word you speak thereof in the "DAY of JUDGMENT".

Again, another aspect of August eclipse    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: P3N    (all articles by this author)

?"From the Sky will come the Great King of Terror..." [Nostradamus]

Cassini is an unmanned NASA deep space probe launched back in October, 1997 with an ultimate destination of reaching Saturn in 2005 (NASA's priciest space project yet; $2-3 billion invested.) Currently, Cassini is racing back towards Earth at 43,000 miles per hour with the hopes of picking up speed in an orbital flyby around our planet. Preceded by the eclipse of the Sun by one week, Cassini arrives 400 miles above the Earth's atmosphere on August 18, 1999, to pick up speed on its way out to Saturn. The real danger of this Earth flyby is that Cassini is traveling with a fuel load of 72 pounds of Plutonium Dioxide, NASA's idea of a new propulsion source.

What were they thinking?! The slightest malfunction, miscalculation, or random collision with space debris could result in the probe, and its deadly plutonium, reentering earth's atmosphere and incinerating its deadly cargo.

NASA claims the chance of such an accident resulting in a plutonium release is one in a million. Many do not agree with that assessment. The isotope of plutonium used in Cassini, Pu-238, is especially dangerous because of its rapid rate of radioactive decay. It has a very short half-life (87.75 years) which means it emits radiation (mainly alpha particles) at a very high rate. Although it's true that alpha particles can be stopped by a piece of paper, when even a tiny microscopic particle of Plutonium 238 is inhaled, the localized radiation (the radiation to nearby cells) can cause lung cancer and other illnesses. Plutonium Dioxide in the environment will cause death, illness, and genetic mutations for centuries to all life forms...
This just came in: a comet was discovered, named as Comet Lee, that will soon fly between the Earth and Venus, passing at a distance too narrow to our planet. It seems that the divine forces have too many methods in store for us...
One more thing. June 26 is declared an international UFO watch day, starting 8 PM - your time, and ending 11 PM - Hawaii time. Watch those skies...

Closing Words    (view on a separate page)

"A zoo keeper was passing among the cages, as he noticed the chimp reading two books, the Bible, and 'The Origin of Species', by Darwin. He asked the chimp, why this books' choice.
'Well,' answered the monkey, 'I wanted to learn whether I am my brother's keeper, or my keeper's brother.'"

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